Britney Spears is getting candid about her health issues once again.
The “Toxic” singer, 42, said in a since-deleted Instagram post on Wednesday she wants to forgive the people who allegedly gave her “serious nerve damage” she’s experiencing on the right side of her body that’s so bad she “can’t even think sometimes.”
“There was a time when I was held in a spot against my will for a very long time,” she wrote, potentially referencing her time under her conservatorship which was terminated in November 2021.
“I haven’t been the same since,” Spears continued.
She also posted a photo by Abagail Catania of a Black man wearing a mask and holding a sign that read “White people have generational wealth. Black people have generational trauma.”
In her message, she went on to say, “I portray myself as very together on IG but there are a lot of people who don’t know what my body physically went through!!!”
Despite writing about her troubled past in her memoir “The Woman in Me,” Spears said her “extremely deep” trauma is “still there and probably will always be.”
It’s something she said she’s learned to deal with by doing “the best I can” and knowing “its okay to be upset some days or not be okay” but “that’s something I don’t feel like the world has allowed me to do.”
“I feel bullied and it’s not fair to me,” she claimed.
“I have to be the bigger person and forgive my own parents… but that’s extremely hard!!! I will do my best to let it go and not let others down by my anger,” Spears closed.
The news of the singer’s nerve damage comes shortly after she revealed she broke her foot during a highly publicized incident at the Chateau Marmont in Los Angeles on May 2.
The singer told her fans online she fell while dancing inside the Hollywood hotel.
“It’s so bad. F–king idiot here tries to do a leap in the living room of the Chateau, and I fell — embarrassed myself — and that’s it,” she said of her injury at the time.
She told her fans the following week that she was “walking on a broken foot.”
By May 18, the singer told her fans her foot was healed.
“Well I was stubborn and did it my way !!!” she shared along with a video of her swollen, bruised foot. “I didn’t listen to a motherf–king soul !! I even wore heels at night and danced with the saints !!!”
